About Me
I am Catherine, born in the Netherlands and bred through being in this world. I was raised as an only girl in the middle of 4 brothers. The family system did not allow for mirroring my female energy and from early on I felt very different and not validated by the parents nor my siblings. This family was the start of what I now identify as the Mission that I adopted before I arrived on Earth.
That Mission is connected with the re-connection of humanity, male and female and everything in between, to their deeply buried internal Yin energies that went dormant within individuals. It is the reason that we have become so submersed in matter in a Yang dominated world that most human beings have totally forgotten about such a thing as having a ‘mission’ on Earth other than to lust for more money, more sex, more power, more shoes.
I always took an interest in dialects and languages and I wanted to become an interpreter but already because of my internalized unconscious family pattern I was not able to chase my dreams. I became a speech therapist and then a stewardess on intercontinental flights. My outside world opened up and as a result also my inner world.
I always took an interest in religion and it brought me to university to study theology. But life took a turn again and because of Grave’s disease I had to let go of it. Another turn was when life took me to Barbara Brennan Healing School, after I attended her lecture on the Human Energy Field. All of a sudden I saw her aura, a phenomenon that I hitherto did not believe in…..In that school I received an energetic training that reconnected me with a part of me that I had not known before…or had I?
Something opened up in me and suddenly I ‘knew’ things I did not before. When I looked at the paintings René Magritte made I knew instantly what had inspired him to paint it. I collected antiques like an old sarcophagus and I understood what was expressed by its manufacturer in 1350 BCE. But; the old family template was still active and I denied and invalidated the experiences in myself. It happened after I attended the 1st week in the school and I had understood little of what was happening there. Somehow, I persisted in going there and in staying curious.
Until I set my eyes upon the 3 little 5000-year-old statuettes and I clearly heard a voice from within saying; ‘you were made in our likeness’. I was able to buy them and when I collected them the Voice spoke through me as I said loudly; ‘look the geometric pattern on the black one is the ground plan of the tower’. The 3 statuettes have taught me what I know about symbols and dimensional cosmic knowledge and I keep learning. Every human being is equipped to open up this ability in Self. But one must do the inner work on the personality.
This work comprises of connecting with feelings and emotions that are underneath the thinking and acting we do in the outer world. By doing this we become aware of a certain theme governing one’s life and the Mission is hiding in there. From this work we rise as different human beings than before, an upgraded version of the ones we used to be…Life will work through us, we have self-awareness of it and we surrender to Life.
Symbols helped me to persevere on the road less traveled and I started traveling to find them in other cultures in our world. They are there. They always were there for us to reclaim this innate ability in ourselves. Old artifacts scattered over the globe tell the story of the Mission of the human beings of our world. Black, white, yellow or red, men or woman, heterosexual, gay, transgender, left wing or right wing, rural or city life; we are all alike in this Mission to conquer our innate duality!
So, after my transformation I now am an interpreter of an old language that is energetic in Nature, the very substance that underlies our Being in this world. Our being in the world is connected to our body that holds the mystery. Symbols are like the bread crumbs in Tom Thumbs seven-league boots fairy tale; they are able to lead us back Home in our ourselves…May this website encourage you and be of help on your way back to your inner Self!
